"Looking for the Ice", cyanotype print with mixed media.
Gray December days. We're closing in on the first day of
winter and the shortest day of the year - the very darkest of days in
Greenland. Would I see the Aurora if I was still there, spinning through
low slung stars overhead, the snow creaking with cold like old bones and
the patchy sea ice signaling danger?
Thinking of the
Arctic and how, whatever our measure of darkness this time of year, we
are all waiting for the light. It unites us.
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"Galaxy - Part 2", cyanotype on paper. Like the winter night sky. Full of hope. |
In the meantime, I'm working and making art as if my life depended on it.
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Luminous/Adrift, Baffin Bay. Acrylic on paper.
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Bones of Greenland, porcelain paperclay. |
One of my favorite projects right now is the series of
porcelain
skeleton ships I've been sculpting. They'll be installed in a gallery
from the ceiling, resting on... nothing. Kayaks inspired by my own powerful Arctic water
voyage but also by dying seas and rising tides and temperatures - hanging in delicate balance just as we are.
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Semi-frozen porcelain paperclay with ice crystals. An uncanny resemblance to an icescape.
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"Ice Fishing: Catch and Release", original cyanotype print on paper.
In recent weeks I've mailed off a few dozen original cyanotype prints to my Kickstarter
supporters (all the fans that helped get me to Greenland!) and been delighted by the rave reviews. How do I say thank you?? It means so much
to have someone jot me a message that exclaims, "I love the piece you
sent. I can't wait to frame it!" All the uncharted, undeclared hours of
toiling alone in the studio suddenly seem worth it. After all.
I'm also spending countless hours video editing right now, peering over the edge of the Arctic expedition and allowing myself to tumble down into its depths. Feeling and
remembering. Slicing and dicing the clips to
create something someone else would want to become absorbed in. Hoping
I can do it justice. I have moments of thinking, "Well, there's no
adrenaline here. Only the slow subtle drama of the Ice. Some humor and thought provoking dialogue. A lot of
beauty shot with a mediocre camera. I'm not a film maker." Or am I?
It must be enough. I understand that this intimate and quiet work about the Arctic is
bringing me closer to that which is bigger and bolder. I'm lining up
shows for all of it, along with speaking venues about the Arctic, art
and global warming. I've been invited to present at Regenerate,
a conference in New Mexico about the ways that art can fuel progressive
change. I feel as if I to have pockets full of answers - and instead I
have fistfuls of questions.
Today
is December 20th. Soon I'll begin teaching a semester at New Mexico School for the Arts in Santa Fe. In addition to engendering creativity
in young hearts and minds, I long to be a light in the darkness.
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A
gathering of Solstice gifts. And a return to my roots with some
recently fired functional porcelain - the color of glaciers and December
dawn. ~Love and light to all. |
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Another gorgeous post. Thank you for sharing your journey. It is a pleasure to accompany you as you continue to reflect, create, and reshape - like the slow, subtle glaciers in their shifting and evolving path.
ReplyDeleteThank you for following my journey and for such thoughtful feedback. You inspire me to keep writing. Happy Solstice!
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